7/28/08

CLEAN HEAD

im too small too realise...
wht d ppl says ..........
in the world of lies..........
too small to feel d..........
feelings of some1 else........
when they .........cry
too small to clarify
b/w good or bad or fukin prophecy
i dont y ppl do want me change
even though i dont affect ,em.........

its better to have a clean head...
rather than a fucked up mind..
its better tht v shld remain human..n..
not to b known as god alive!!!



im too small to realise
i dont know y
when i laugh ppl open their third eye....
"jealousy lies whr sincerity hide....
hypocrisy rise in d democratic night....
fucktupancy rise in d social riot"...
ppl like u n me got twisted
in this bad phase of tyme

im too small to realise....
y v used to run behind
" lust not love"..................................................................!!!


"EVRYDAY.. EVRYTYME..EVRYONE ...
FROM TOP TO BOTTOM LINE.......
HAVE ONLY ONE THNG IN THEIR MIND........
HOW TO GET TOP OF THE LINE..........
THEY DONT CARE ........TO WHOM THEY MAY FIGHT.........."

BROKEN DAY

darken clouds thundered wheathers....
evil faces was just another..........
lost innocent into dis world....
kiled my identityanyways.. it was
i saw d darkest sidenow im seeing the worst one.....
....prepared for nothng............
..but facing d unpredictable thng i was....



"NOT EVRYBODY HAVE THIS KIND OF WAY
NOT EVRYBODY FACE EVRYTYME THE.................
...BROKEN DAY.............."

7/8/08

ANOTHER ROOM ON THE ROOF

another dawn of the day....
in the darkness again..
i m still trying ... to ..
get out of this pain.........
im tired but .........
no one knows............
suffocation is building,...............
could there be any control.......

blame it on me ..
or blame it on destiny!!
it's the faliure ....... i've got...
tht bring myself ........
back to my knee.......
i wish......... thr would be ........
ANOTHER ROOM ON THE ROOF
for me...........!!!


there was so much .....of
me inside myself......
didn't knew.....
i would gonna b ...
totally left ............. behind!!
things changed in a ...
moment of flash........!!
only left with those....ppl
sitting ..beside my ash!!!



blame it on me.. or blame it on destiny!!
its the failure i've got............
tht bring myself ............
back to my knee.......
i wish there would be..
ANOTHER ROOM ON THE ROOF ..........
for me!!!!!!!!!

TRAPPED




far.......... asleep......
don't walk....into....
my ........head......
you r......... too..... far.....
i don't ....... wanna..... b there..
relase...... me......
from this..... pain....
i..m... goin through.........
let me be free...............
it's over........
i don't ..........want..to..
be with you...........!!!!!!


searching......my name........
existing.........with so .....
much of.......... pain................
breathing... not so......
much.................of
i m left with............
watching...........
just an ........endless hope............
im ........ here with!!!!!!!!!!!!!



TRAPPED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why you put me into...........?????????
WHY ????????????

one day ........ i'll b free....
from this illusion ..........
in front of me.........
u' ll see

7/6/08

BETRAYING MYSELF

i hope you must b knowing..
abt all the thngs tht r happening..
but you keep on ignoring,
well it's ohk...........
ppl keeps on changing .
so do you ,
n i don't blame you
i m change too..
time changed us alot....
we have our own lives.
to move on !!!!!



that was me...
need nothng to save myself..
that was me .....
need nobody else..
but it was you
when i realise....... i was
betrayin' myself !!!




then............
it was raining outside
n i dont wanna hide
doesnt matter what i have to say.........
or what i do..
the fact will remain the same
that i love you
it's a different note........
none of us..
is tryin to fill these gaps..
n still we keep on denying.!!!!!!!!




tht was me
need nothng to save myself
tht was me
need nobody else
but it was you
when i realise......... i was
Betrayin myself !!!!!!!

WALK ON ....

never thought of u ..
would ever come back..
like this way in my life
never dreamt of ..
having this beautiful time..
never felt the way ..
im feeling now...
its because of you ..
tht im out of those
dark crimson clouds.........

you've made me feel
that im for real
you r like an angel
in this hell........
you've given me a reason ......
to go on.....
you made me strong....
to move on , to..........
WALK ON !!!!


i'd given up, i was tired..
even my soul left me alone...
to felt this pain all in whole......
i fought till i could
but never thought of .. that i ever would ..
feel you again in my side..........!!

do you know???????
my heart is still beating....
do you know ???
i m still breathing........!!!!!